Both Light And Dark Live Within Us Part I

This is something I rarely discuss in open forum. If you chose to read this please read with the understanding that these are my personal beliefs. This is also another blog that most likely will make some people angry. It is not meant to do that. However, this is my page, my thoughts and my right to post my own personal beliefs.

Many among us claim to be to live in the Dark Side. Many claim to live in the Light Side. I have seen many from both sides say the other does not exist. Personally I don't believe that.
How can you believe there is dark without light? How can there be good if there is no evil and visa versa? There has always been a struggle between both light and dark. I find that a weakness. If you can not accept that both exist personally I believe you are closed minded.

It is also my personal belief that we have each within us. Why? I want you to think about. Dig deep within yourself and think about it.

Do you follow the word of the bible? Have you cast judgment at any given time upon another? If you read the bible it clearly states we have one judge. Don't tell me you have not ever judged another being in your life. That you have never based your opinion about someone merely by what someone else has said or a gut instinct. Perhaps you have even judged by the clothing they wear or home they live in. Still, you have judged. Therefore you have not completely followed the preachings of the bible. Even if you call someone a sinner... you are my friend judging them according to the bible.

I will be the first to admit I am a sinner. I have judged. I have judged people on 360. I have said things like, "Boy that person is really messed up in the head and needs to either get off drugs or put on some!" I have judged by behavior I have witnessed. Therefore according to the bible I am a sinner. To me actions do speak louder then words.

I have no set religion. Do I have beliefs? Yes! I believe in many things which are no one else's business. I believe the Ten Commandments are good rules to live by even if you do not believe in God. I believe there is right and wrong.

Now for my dark friends. Let me ask you something. Do you believe in right or wrong? Do you believe in defending your family and friends? Do you believe it is wrong to mistreat others? I already know the answer to this for most of you. I have seen you say something when you have witnessed someone being treated poorly. I have been on the receiving end of your kind words of friendship. So you do have light in you.

If you believe in Heaven don't you believe in Hell? (Dark & Light) If you believe in God don't you believe in Satan? (Dark & Light)

Then there are those that claim they know right from wrong. Hmmmmm! Sometimes I sit here and wonder. I have seen people write that yet I have seen them laugh at comments or blogs created for the sole purpose to hurt someone. I have asked why they laughed at something they know is hurting someone. Usually the answer is that they do not want to be put in the middle of it. That they know it is wrong.

Well now in my opinion you just told a bully that their behavior is alright. When I have said this I have offended some people. They usually say I am judging them. Well yes I am. If I see you write something suggesting something is funny when in fact it is mean. I am judging you. I form the opinion that you are too weak minded to stick to what you say you believe is right or wrong.
These are the people that bother me the most. Because they lack conviction, strength and moral values. They are so worried about fitting in that they will straddle on both sides of the fence. For what I ask? To have an extra person hit the "Smile" emoticon on your page? To me they live in the grey area. These are people I least trust. I would rather have someone tell me they are a complete asshole and think I am an idiot then someone fake who they are. I do not trust someone that tells another they are a friend yet laughs at them being insulted.

That part was Jibber Jabber. Anyway, I have an attraction to certain things that are dark. I love vampire movies. I think a sexy vampire grabbing your hair, tilting your neck and taking a bite is sexy. It is a turn on and a fantasy. Now if a creature of the night popped out of nowhere in real life I would most like pee my pants and run like hell.

Even though certain things from the dark world fascinate me I do not think I am a bad person. I believe in treating people with respect. I believe in truth, honor and loyalty. I am human and I make mistakes. I accept that all others are human and make mistakes. Well except for that immortal who is gonna take a chunk out of my neck. In my mind he is perfect. (Just kidding)
What is the point of this blog? I have no clue at this point. I am very tired and well I just felt like writing about some things I have been thinking about. I guess if I have to make a point it is that to me there is light and dark in each of us. That I believe light and dark know right from wrong. We all have anger and love. So I think we need to accept both exist and need to come to terms with that. This for the most part pertains to 360. YOU ARE NOT YOUR AVATAR OF JESUS! YOU ARE NOT YOUR AVATAR OF SATAN! YOU ARE HUMAN & SO IS EVERYONE ELSE ON 360. And if Johnny Depp is on here I want the link to the real Johhny Depp's page please. I really want a page with 300 Johnny Depp avatar pics for friends and me as the leader of the page. I figured out what I was getting at. LMAO! I would like to see people remain true to themselves, others and beliefs be it 360 or not.

Much Love & Respect
AVID