ஜ(¯`°When Paranoia Becomes Your Voice Of Reason°´¯)ஜ

ஜ(¯`°When Paranoia Becomes Your Voice Of Reason°´¯)ஜ

Walking like a one man army fighting the battles in your head.

White flags waving all around you.

Your mind is so jaded all you see is red.

Hearing innocent laughter and always questioning, "Is this about me?"

Your mind consumed with suspicions and fear.

Closing your door to reality and those who care.

Clinging to self inflicted pain and a past you refuse to let go.

Never giving forgiveness a chance to grow.

Screaming there is no such thing as friendship everyone has let you down.

Friends always hurt you and all you know is pain.

When will you see you can never lose what you never tried to gain?

Delusions of persecution forbid you from getting help.

Always the victim, always the one tormented, someone is always out to get you.

When your real anger is that you tried to intimidate others and they would not let you.

Narcissistic nights and self loathing days have created the voices in your head.

Paranoia has become your voice of reason.

It is time to realize the only malfeasance has been your own doing.

Your enemies are a manifestation in your mind .

Conquer them and you will find yourself. It is hard for others to except you when they are greeted with antipathy and disdain.

You and your paranoia have created your own pain.

By Robinette
aka
AVID
2008